[BNP/E3, 49A3 – 27-28]
I-God.
All is so highly and so darkly God!
Here from where I sit
I look with God’s eyes on God’s sky and God’s road
So dusty and white and sun-hit.
God-I God to {…} God sunlit
I work with so morning[1] a soul at the fields
So humbly my God’s-eyes stare
Out of obviousness the trees and {…} and that builds
(No matter now, for it is but a buzzing |now|) †.
Little many flocks, oh how I am God with them
My clear eyes kiss
The hills and the necessary sheep on them, and the gleam
Of the sun on all this
I look through God at the visible air and the higher
† some sense of crime not a sense
All this world is really in me, I am feebly a part of the trees
The curve of the hills is my tense.
[27v]
Of my soul’s-substance are the colours made
Wherewith God paints the sunset, this first morn
Is of the taint of my soul’s glance, the shade
The {…}, the {…}, {…} the sunset words that adorn
Their presences with presence[2] the odours borne
By invisible hands though Sprung and Hours
All this am I – I know what only – that thou
Drink in with life, the {…} of flowers.
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A wind of greater hopes and wider dreams
Blows through the salty world[3] scattering
The heat of furnished revels, the {…} steams
That many are on {…} like a tired wing,
A weird fierce with the too-† it doth baring
Too wondered with dreams of immortal mad
To lean an understanding a throned king
Of comprehension – so we are timid mere greed
Of what we cannot know, nor guess nor dream and send.
[28r]
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12-8-1913
The Mystery I call God round me is strews
I look at it through my consciousness…
An though my consciousness, an {…} glass
I see[4] the Universe, God upside-down.
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I see God upside-down, the Universe,
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For the love of a woman is a red rose and a coin of silver
But the law of sky is a people role and a golden coin.
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[28v]
Francis Viélé-Griffin
Elle chantait au soir… p. 142.
For Bathylus
For the love of a woman is a Queen as a stone of gold
But for the love of sky is an Emperor[5] in a supper throne.
[1] morning /sunrise\
[2] presence /absence\
[3] salty world /world-salty\
[4] I see /Show me\
[5] Emperor/ress\