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If that apparent part of life’s delight
Our natural flesh-sense circumscribes, were seen
By aught save reflex and co-carnal sight,
Joy, flesh and life might prove but a gross screen.
Haply Truth’s body is no eyeable being,
Appearance even as appearance lies;
Haply our close, dark, vague, warm sense of seeing
Is the choked vision of blindfolded eyes.
Wherefrom what comes to our thought[1] of life? Nought.
All is either the irrational world we see
Or some aught-else whose being-unknown doth rot
Its use for our thought’s use. Whence taketh me
A qualm like ache of life, a body-deep
Soul-hate of what we seek and what we weep.
June 1912.
Fernando Pessôa.
[1] our thought /thought’s sense\