[BNP/E3, 79 – 42]
“Documents of Mental Decadence”
Epitaph.
V
Here lieth Alexander Search
Whom God and man left in the lurch
And nature mocked with pain and woe
He believed not in state or church
Nor in God, woman, man or love
Nor earth below, nor heav’n above.
His experience did to this abut:
{…} and love is rut
Nothing is anywhere sincere
Save sorrow, hatred, lust and fear
And even these sometimes do lock
Worse things in the ill they mock
Ah, round {…} with me {…} thought
Men are happy, and I am not!
Yet not even all science in this †
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He died at twenty odd
This was his dying[1] sentiment;
Accurst be Nature, Man and God.
Alexander Search.
Banter
Banter
Banter Banter Banter
Banter
Babington.
Babington.
[1] dying /last\