[BNP/E3, 79 – 40]
So warned to think of mankind and to dream
Of human god I pondered deep and long
|*Smiling full by| a theory that did seem
To vision imagining real and strong
With which to conquer {…} and wrong.
But that {…} sea of {…}
Reason awaking with a firm throng
Beat back and I {…}
I observed the given rule of anarchy
All free, all equal, all in brotherhood,
Then feeling in my reason’s misery
That such a state when not all flesh
Creeps and throbs I thought, till the {…} did flood
My mind, of socialistic doctrines {…}
But Science smiled at me and made the hood
The soul that recognizing
[40v]
Science and {…} come to my soul
And then {…} I saw
Evil was all the world, that {…} has law
{…}
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[41r]
I learned to hate the tyranny and force
And that imperious, bind,
The {…} and the coarse;
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I lay, – how I lay still! – for better things
But I have lost the faith that made me dream
The more thou {…} imaginings
I’ve fallen from the pedestal of dream
To find that hope’s rose a thorn contains
That of perceiving that it doth but seem
And is not, bitterest of {…} pains