[BNP/E3, 79 – 13-14]
I.
A mystic seaman, not of any nation
Told me a story, terrible and true
Killing with nothingness and expectation, {…}
Of how departing from {…}
Through which the shore his {…}
{…} did not tell
Such things did pass as words cannot construe
And what {…} and what to him befell.
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II.
The ocean smiled unto the sun that gave
The power to smile[1] and with rhythmic motion
Rhythmically tossed the bark upon the wave
And tossed the wave upon the {…}[2]
And all was thrilled by the obscure commotion
Of beauty’s peace, aught that would not be seen
Yet he devined, {…} the soul’s devotion,
And aught {…} so serene
Putting the mind in dreams of things which never hath been.
[13v]
And like the lightnings cold unto the eyne
{…} we approach
A waste, tremendous and fantastic shore
On whose dim place the lightless waves (?) encroach
(Seeming in {…} door)
Vexing the soul with their maided roar
Joined from the land a clamour to the deep
And round that {…} perpetual was did keep.
A moan, a prayer from a nothingness to address
As when we among life do risk to sleep
Among {…} their restless watch do keep.
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[14r]
Around the {…} ship their {…} wove.
III.
There is a Presence of most powerless Beauty
That haunts herein the {…} the air
Riddling with pain the nothingness of duty
And the weak fairness of things that are fair
Filling the insatiate spirit everywhere
With sights and sounds of wondrous
To know what these beyond themselves contain.
IV.
We are creatures of our {…} thought
By craving shallow that we ourselves feed
All the dim castle of our life wrought
We lust and ache and love {…} and our every deed
Is fought with nothingness. We starve and bleed
To {…}
{…} we saw the seed
Of useless things that our own eyes behold
Scarce grow by the {…} mind unloved and terror and {…}
[14v]
As if darkness did compel
A light its own
And our ignoring souls divined on {…} presence terrible
{…} as if there were
There was a nameless horror in the air
As if we had transposed, sans sense and mild
Living’s portals undefined.
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A sense of horror, a dread expectation
Circumscribed with itself
‘Twas if the storm’s {…} pause
Had separate life {…}
[1] The power to smile /The smile’s its soul\
[2] tossed the wave upon the {…} /moved like music on the strangled ocean\