[BNP/E3, 78 – 65]
Agony.
Inaction.
A thousand hearts are labouring for the good
Of poor mankind ill-civilized and chill;
A thousand minds are making war to[1] ill
With thought or feeling ponderate or rude.
And I alone, as if not understood
By me the suffering that the sense doth fill,
Am sunk in an abeyance deep of will
In a wild, crazy somnolence of mood.
Thus show I mute and cold to misery
Yet not suspected thoughts like dim clouds float,
The presages of horrors, in my mind.
Thus am I miserable and my soul in me,
A skilful helmsman in a helmless boat,
Is like one loving beauty yet born blind.
Alexander Search.
23rd September 1907.
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